Even after seven months in The Gambia there are new things to discover. Recently Natalie commented that we had never been in the fabric section of Emporium (like John Lewis but more expensive), and she’s been here for over a year. Inside was like the upstairs of Abakhan (best haberdashers in Manchester, upstairs is the posh bit), whereas my Serekunda shopping for fabric is more like what the down stairs of Abakhan aspires to be (downstairs is like a fabric scrum of bargains). However, apparently I had my own ideas about what I could discover and set out to explore the medical system.
This is the hungry season and the end of the wet season. People’s systems are exhausted and susceptible to disease just when disease is at its most prevalent and virulent. Every day you hear about someone with malaria, and at least weekly another friend of a friend has died. Obviously I wasn’t going to be that extreme, with my rich person immune system, anti-malarials and over budget spending on a rainbow of fruit and vegetables. Compared to the complaints of those around me mine were minor and so what follows seems very trivial indeed.
My first foray into medical care started with a humble corn cob. Having skipped lunch and gone straight to choir I was really hungry and picked a barbequed ear off my kiliyaan (customer/regular – in this case my shop keeper who sells fruit from a table on a nearby junction) to share with Mathias on the walk home. At some point I ate a very hard kernel but it wasn’t until the next morning I realised that this was in fact a tooth breaking. The same tooth had broken before when eating a birthday meal of partridge. Obviously the fix I had then had disintegrated, despite assurances before I left that said everything was fine. VSO provide emergency dental cover, so I headed to the allocated dentist, forms in hand. After an assessment and uncomfortable x-ray, he diagnosed a dying tooth and the need for root canal treatment. Great.
For the next six weeks I had weekly trips to ask a man to dig around in my tooth with sharp sticks (OK, medical tools) until it was dead and clean. Over the course of the treatment I had a few weeks with anaesthetic, causing me to sleep for about 14 hours and miss vital choir practices, and a few weeks without, causing me to swim in the sea complaining at anyone who was unfortunate enough to come near me. I had a panic about cleanliness, then actually observed that the practices are very similar to those in a UK dentist, and had a panic about unsightly fillings. The dentist himself however was calm and sensible. He showed me the x-ray, explained the reasons for the treatment and how he made the diagnosis. He then pulled out a huge 3D poster to show me the process and assured me that it’d be a white filling, albeit with a warning that “root canal normally eventually needs a crown”. He listened to my worries and used them as clues to fix problems, meaning that we found an extra root that hadn’t shown up on the x-ray. Now the tooth is sealed, ready to be tested in tonight’s concert and with a check-up booked for two weeks. In the manner of a toothpaste advert I have tested it with both iced water and hot coffee and so far it seems fine.
Obviously I was feeling psychologically secure in the Gambian health care profession as last Monday I threw myself on the floor. It was the middle of the day on the main street and, as I was crossing the road, I tripped and lost my balance due the heavy bag I was carrying. I fell onto the muddy, rocky sand at the edge of the road as taxi drivers and passers by called out “sorry” from their windows. Of course I was also wearing white linen trousers, now streaked with brown mud. Not caring I sat on the floor, leaving a print of by bottom in the soft earth and a print of the soft earth on my bottom. I wanted to cry but luckily someone came, helped me up and made me laugh. I took a taxi home, the driver looking horrified at the state of my trousers which blood was now seeping through. I cleaned the wounds at home, put a dab of antiseptic over them and hid in my house until choir practice, seemingly fine to all who met me.
However, this is a different climate and a small cut is a party venue for millions of weird things. I had five grazes and several bruises. My legs had become a club night for bacteria. The following night I winced through the dance rehearsal as my legs got hotter and stickier. By the end of choir practice I was once again close to tears and snapped at everyone as I dashed for the door, limping slowly home. I spent the night in screaming pain, every movement driving nails into my bones and staying still sending thousands of hot ants scurrying around the wounds. I cleaned them again and took painkillers until I fell asleep.
The following day everyone wanted to give me advice. Unfortunately “everyone” included civil servants, NGO workers, retired project managers and my cleaner so I ended up more frustrated than advised. I decided to head to the doctors. At least they have something to clean wounds with.
When I arrived I was sent immediately for a malaria test and urine check. It’s standard procedure but, already feeling antagonistic, I was very argumentative as malaria may be the great mimic but I know it can’t come disguised as a grazed leg. After the next set of routine checks I went back for the malaria test. As I came to the urine test I noticed there was a beetle in the sample bottle. I returned it without the urine saying, “I would use this but you’ll definitely diagnose parasites”. My earlier complaining was forgotten as I suddenly became the funniest woman in the surgery, and started to feel a bit better.
My wounds were cleaned with antiseptic and doused with iodine to prevent infection. I was also given antibiotics to stop the infection spreading. However, the doctor also asked a set of seemingly irrelevant questions. “are you eating properly?” (answer, no), “are you sleeping well?” (answer, no), “do you have a support network around you?” (answer, doesn’t feel like it) “are you coping?” (answer, bursting into tears, which I think is a no). He advised me to relax, even though the allowance is small, to try and treat myself well and to stop taking it all too seriously. Again, frustrating advice. But by the evening’s choir practice my leg was already visibly healing and I was little miss cheerful, joking, apologising for being snappy, dancing and laughing again.
I do have support – there’s a gang of VSOs who’ll happily wander to a café with me and jump waves in the sea, I live in a place where I saw a turtle in the sea, I have a care package coming from an old friend and a party package coming from an ex-VSO, I have some friends in choir and some people who resent that fact that I get solos when I’m new (as in all choirs apart from the endlessly lovely Glor), I have heath and a health system that will bend over backwards to fix me, people who’ll answer an email in depth or pick up a facebook message, or pause a dinner party to have a skype chat, sew me a dress without charging because I have a bit of spare fabric (obviously I pay him), a family who would, if I ever needed it, pay for a ticket home and give me a place to stay until I got back on my feet, and I have a VSO support system that will understand any problem and advise on how to deal with it. My terrible homesickness aside, I also have myself, my health, my mind, my resilience and my ability to over analyse to the nth degree but also my adaptability.
So now, I have explored the health system available to me, the private care that most Gambians will never access, and is leagues above what is available to them no matter how basic it may seem to me. My leg is better so I can dance, my tooth is better so I can sing, my mind set is better so I can smile. I’m all set for the choir concert and next four months work. Yet last week my cleaner, who begs me every week to marry a Gambian and settle down, came in announcing her daughter’s best friend had died. She said, “When I heard, I thought to myself ‘This is why Helen won’t stay here, children just die’”. And I remembered at that point that, if I could, I’d take every child somewhere safe, and kill every mosquito, fix every road and make a national health service that rivals our own. Which in a way is what we are trying to do, I just can’t do it tomorrow when it’s needed. I can work to make conditions so that in twenty years it can be done. It’s dispiriting at one level, but at another you have to think of the African proverb, “the best time to plant a tree was twenty years ago, the second best time is today.”